It's about time!

I am out of my funk. It took over a month, but I needed the break. Matt calls it jokingly, my shoulder deep funk. haha honey.

Work is really busy. My co-worker might be moving onto another job and I would be left as the sole Credit/Accounting person. That is fine, it will be crazy, but I will make it.

The kids started a new daycare and it is AWESOME!!! They are a bilingual child care center and they teach Spanish daily at four. I think this will help Jacob immensely in being able to focus on something that he is interested in. Ryker loves it and they spoil the heck out of him there.

Hannah is pretty much living full time with her dad now, due to preschool and our agreement with the divorce. It sucks. In fact, I have had a hard with it. I can barely go into her room when she is not here, without bursting into tears. She came down with strep throat this week and has been home getting better for a couple of days.

Ryker is crawling and trying to pull up onto stuff. I can't believe how fast he is growing. I giggles all the time and he makes them all smile at daycare. They tell me that he doesn't really cry or fuss, which is really nice to hear. I am glad he is adjusting well.

Summer is in full swing that is for sure. HOT and muggy out seems to be the trend. I mowed the back yard the other day, yeah that is right, I DID. Holy shit did that kick my butt. I am proud, I helped Matt out and accomplished something I hadn't before.

I am growing in my spirituality as well.... I found a church that I feel at home in and I am really enjoying this. I want to find a bible study with other moms or something that I can relate to and fit in. Maybe soon. I am reading a book called "Master Potter" which is really helping me learn about Jesus and what really relates the Father, Son, and the Holy Spirit, in a way that I can understand. I would recommend this to anyone who is trying to understand the concept. And as naive that it may sound, it is true. I didn't know a lot of what I have learned recently and I find it fascinating.

Jacob is done with school for the year and is stoked for summer. He aced the CAT test, which I am not surprised because he loves school and the challenge of a test. I am surprised however, that his school didn't mention to me personally that he is so excelled in school. Wouldn't you think they would want to let you know and say congrats or good job, or something? Don't worry school, when he is older and achieving great things, you will wish you would have noted this.

Well, I am back. Not sure how often, but back at least.